Now what?

I seem to post in this blog once every lifetime.
I'm married now, I have two children: a little baby girl and a little girl mutt dog.
My life is so complicated now but not
In terms of the checklists that society demands of us i pretty much have all the things
so this is what that feels
i remember being little and wondering what my life was going to look like
would i ever find a partner? would i ever get married? why would i?
who was this partner? would i ever have children?
His name is will and yes i have child.
it's a void that i fell into and i don't feel accomplished by it by any means
it's most certainly not the checklists
it's more of experiences, yet another lifetime among a million lifetimes accumulated to be who i am? maybe not that sounds like bullshit

so i have a kid
i married the love of my life
i have the dog
i have the goddamn washer and dryer
but not really, technically we're homeless
it's less complicated that way.