reflecting back to when i was 10 or whatever. i remember thinking how old 26 was. 26 is like an adult. i thought by the time i was 26 i would be married maybe with a kid on the way and with a great job ordering people around. so i am clearly not with a job, nor with child, nor with marriage. so in retrospect i struck out 3 times. so the question is what would i have thought of myself now when i was 10?