Uneven beginnings

I need to step lightly around my hormones hoping one wont take an arm or a leg or seomthing
my head is sort of crooked in that way. my brain weighs more on the left so im always cockign my head liek this. and i have an old chicken poc on my left side
i hope it's not permanent and my brain will even out
equilibrium equal distribution.
and sometimes my arm stretches too far foward and too out to the point were it's overextended so my arm looks weirds like it bows out too much hyperextension so it can snap at any moment. goodness i hope that is not the case
it would hinder me greatly if my arm snaps with a cast or amputation and all. flesh eatting virus i think that's on my knee but i cant be too sure it could be that my scab is black. who knows i feel the little virus creeping throughout my leg ingesting my skin i wish they would stop. i fell down the stairs. my reflexes were to tuck my legs and to collapse like those rock and rollers that slide across the stage on their knees making the squinchy face and lifting their guitars up while holdign a note. multi-tasking. i fell down the stars but like a rock and roller but not so cool more like fallign down the stairs.
so i have some problems with my body but it all stems to my brain. again the left side weighs more than the right so my left side drags even my shoes become more worn on the left side my pants are more torn up on the left side
my left side is sliding off my right
i need to salvage it. perhaps i need to think more on my left side exercise until it behaves like my right. ambidecturous. ambidexturus. hwo do you spell that word? i can write with both hands. ambidexturous. that's not right. well i want to be like that. maybe my left side is bigger because i am left brained, that's logical thinking i think maybe i think logically. maybe i dont wonder enough. maybe i shoudl have a conclusive thought.