I have been taken malaria medication for my trip to Ghana.
It is once a week and the side effects are psychological.
I was warned one of the side effects are vivid, realistic dreams.
Yesterday I had a dream about this man trying stop my life
Not really trying to kill me more like he wanted to make me scared for the rest of my life
I woke up and wanted to crawl into bed with someone and feel safe again
I fell asleep again and dreamed about going to sleep next to someone and I woke up again confused
I thought for sure there was someone next to me but there wasn't
So I fell asleep again and dreamed about being alone in a room wondering where I was
Then I woke up and went about my day.
That feeling never left though, wondering where I was.
I still wonder where I am, tonight, tomorrow, yesterday
I wonder if this life I am leading will end up the way I hope it will end up
and I wonder where I hope I will end up.
